Showing posts with label Journal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Journal. Show all posts

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Manifest and Create














We are all connected, so deeply-it is rare that we get to see things in our life come full circle.  I remember when Mason died I had to stop asking 'Why?' because truly no answer was ever going to be good enough-
Now here I sit almost 7 years to the day and suddenly the threads are seemingly re-uniting in a way I never expected.
Let me start by reading a brief journal excerpt from January of this year

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"Thank you for my life.  Thank yo for so many abundant blessings and opportunities.  Thank you for opening my life in a state of gratitude-may I exist here always.  Thank you for my children and my husband.  The recognition of these amazing people in itself makes me smile with joy.  
I want to affect the world, more compassion for a greater good-I see myself helping women feel beautiful and see the dream.  I want true Entreprenuerial Success, I want to help women, change lives and use business to catapolt strength, change and empowerment in women.   I want to work in an environment that supports my vision.

I feel incredibly part and a part to the world and the universe, I can feel myself slowly pulling away from my ego, I want a new mantra that I will repeat daily..."I intend to feel good"  I will stay with Spirit, I answer YES, I will
-help empower women
-France
-Africa
-Children
-moms who have lost children
-Mentor
-motivational speaker
-amazing wife and mother
-have prosperity
-travel
 
I say YES, spirit lead me, I am open to your gifts, I will give and receive.  I trust all you have and know you will lead me.  I AM ready"

I wrote that almost a year ago.  Since that time I have come in contact with a business that meet that vision, but beyond that I have come in contact with people who are showing up in my life in ways I would have never imagined.  

I have followed an organization called CARE for almost 6 years, the entire campaign of helping empower Woman is one that resonates with me on a level I can not explain.  I am feeling an opening, a space, an opportunity, a calling and I know I will have a chance to affect this world in more ways than I have ever dreamed.

I always knew I had so much to give, I always knew I could impact this world in a deep and profound way.

I want to thank my Spirit for guiding me and ask that I continue to follow and be open to all the opportunities that may help me serve in the way I was born to...