Sunday, December 21, 2008

Manifest and Create

We are all connected, so deeply-it is rare that we get to see things in our life come full circle.  I remember when Mason died I had to stop asking 'Why?' because truly no answer was ever going to be good enough-
Now here I sit almost 7 years to the day and suddenly the threads are seemingly re-uniting in a way I never expected.
Let me start by reading a brief journal excerpt from January of this year

"Thank you for my life.  Thank yo for so many abundant blessings and opportunities.  Thank you for opening my life in a state of gratitude-may I exist here always.  Thank you for my children and my husband.  The recognition of these amazing people in itself makes me smile with joy.  
I want to affect the world, more compassion for a greater good-I see myself helping women feel beautiful and see the dream.  I want true Entreprenuerial Success, I want to help women, change lives and use business to catapolt strength, change and empowerment in women.   I want to work in an environment that supports my vision.

I feel incredibly part and a part to the world and the universe, I can feel myself slowly pulling away from my ego, I want a new mantra that I will repeat daily..."I intend to feel good"  I will stay with Spirit, I answer YES, I will
-help empower women
-moms who have lost children
-motivational speaker
-amazing wife and mother
-have prosperity
I say YES, spirit lead me, I am open to your gifts, I will give and receive.  I trust all you have and know you will lead me.  I AM ready"

I wrote that almost a year ago.  Since that time I have come in contact with a business that meet that vision, but beyond that I have come in contact with people who are showing up in my life in ways I would have never imagined.  

I have followed an organization called CARE for almost 6 years, the entire campaign of helping empower Woman is one that resonates with me on a level I can not explain.  I am feeling an opening, a space, an opportunity, a calling and I know I will have a chance to affect this world in more ways than I have ever dreamed.

I always knew I had so much to give, I always knew I could impact this world in a deep and profound way.

I want to thank my Spirit for guiding me and ask that I continue to follow and be open to all the opportunities that may help me serve in the way I was born to...

1 comment:

photography by kristie said...

hi tara, its kristie parker ottinger, i stummbled across your facebook and blog in dans "friends" im sure you know i tried to call you after the reunion and feel bad that we couldnt connect being so close. i would probably still just cry for you...the beer mixed with your story got me sappy for you but none the less,it was real heart break i felt for you. maybe one day "the spirit" will lead us together again, especially since we are in the same city. there are no accidents. take care and God bless you. im happy to see that you seem to be well and answering your call.